Growing up being just normal, no high family, no responsibilities, no pressure.... Was strange to Paward, he saw all his other playmates being very stressed and scared, always in a rush, Paward always felt that gap between him and them, if to some it wasn't troublesome to Paward he felt extremely sorry and felt guilt over it, to have a easier life, he shouldn't, it's not his fault but it still eats him, watching from afar as they receive all attentions as if they were trophies, he was scared of being put in that same light as them seeing how they had to endure so much more than he and others do