Hazelnut

"I Love the flowers, dear, but why are they white? That's a mourning symbol!" 20/9 I didn't know it yet, but I felt terrible, because she would die. It made me sick, seeing the one that I loved just as much as my pup, dead. My dear, Alpine, I still hold you in the highest regards. 21/9 The day the worry grew, my bonded one was distant. I cried. I admit it, looking back on it now, I didn't know what to do, that's just what it was. I lay there, in our den, snuggling with our pup. Little Nunago asked when I would feel better.