He doesn't remember much about his time before Kugeru. Being a celestial is very boring and monotonous. In fact, the first real memory he has is of a beautiful wolf asking if he wanted to join her pack. He'd follow Snowfur into battle one thousand times over to stay with her. He is the father of all of her children.
Even if he knows her love cannot belong to just one person, he is glad she chose them.
