Ryuk

Entry 4
As sleep takes over Ryuk tired eyes he's met with the lunar realm. It takes him a moment for his yellow eyes to focus no longer his surroundings a blurry mess. His paws are wet as he walks slowly through the soft blue swamp, he turns his head every once in a while as his ears flicker to the sounds around him. " Dawn…" Ryuk says softly as his eyes land on his old friend. Ryuk runs up to him finally he isn't out of reach the comfort of his old friend's smell and brown fur excites him. " Dawn!" Ryuk says as he nuzzles his friend his brother. Dawn laughs softly as Ryuk nuzzles him. " Ryuk, it's not your time yet. You shouldn't be here yet." Dawn says calmly." What do you mean? Dawn this is the place I want to be, not a day goes past that I don't think of you. I felt so lost the day you passed away, and know I'm here with you! I don't want to leave not yet…" Ryuk say. "Ryuk… you have Rain, you have your pups! Enjoy that well you can. I wish we could walk again together like we used to, however we both know it won't happen yet not know. Just one more year and you will run with us again." Dawn says as he nudges Ryuk head so he could see the rest of his pack that had passed away. " Dawn… I don't want to wait. I'm lost, I've been so lost since the day you past! I can't seem to make a right decision, I have no one to confide in like I did with you. Please my friend I don't want to wait I don't want to be lost!" Ryuk says desperately. " Ryuk…" Dawn says softly as his eyes look to the ground before nuzzling his friend once again. " I wish I was there with you, I wish I could see my daughter and son once more! Although I speak to Qwill once every new moon it's not the same. He has told me how lost you have become, you've lost your confidence as you age. Ryuk… My brother you have to understand the fate of your pack won't be in your paws much longer. Ryuk everything is falling apart and your stuck in a spiders web. I can't tell you more, I wish I could but I can't." Dawn spoke. Before Ryuk knew it Dawn became blurry once again as he was met back with the light of the sun the toads crocking the wet air of the swamp. He was met with his bones aching once again. He looks over to see his mate curled up by his side, not to far away his daughter curled up with a young pup and her oldest son up and about now fully grown play fighting with Crow. Is it the right choice to leave the pack in the paws of Spider? He doesn't know. Not anymore when he was younger Ryuk knew he wouldn't have any doubts but know he doesn't know not anymore.

Entry 3
Year 7, Ryuk feels his old age getting to him. His bones are old and weak, although he is well feed he is getting thinner slowly well the months go on. Ryuk knows death is near he knows this will be his last year, but he wouldn't dare tell his pups that. Ryuk goes to Qwill to confide in, the healer dose his best to make Ryuk know that he isn't going anywhere he'll be there until his leaders last breath. During the nights he dreams of his best friend and old beta Dawn, although he sees him briefly he's just out of range no matter what he can't run up to Dawn. He'd want nothing more than to see his best friend his brother again, the comfort of his brown fur mixed with his the scent of wet leaves and gravel the smell of Dawn he knows well. It's only a matter of time until he'll see him again.

Entry 2
Ryuk looks to Spider and smiles softly." I know my time is coming, with death there is peace. But with death there is pain, I'm hoping you'd lead in the place I leave behind. May belly's all be filled and never be empty, when I'm gone may the pups thrive and never parish. Lead with your heart and soul and not darkness that is in all are hearts, you must be strong for the pack and your self. Spider you are my daughters son." Ryuk says before turning around and padding of gracefully through the swamp.

Entry 1
Ryuk definitely not a big talker but the type where actions speak louder than words. However, he could be a better father and spend less time fishing... His best friend is Dawn he knows he can count on him and knows there's always a shoulder to lean on from Dawn.