Need some support please

Need some support please
Posted 2021-09-03 14:16:37 #516893 Okay first of all I should start by saying this post is my way of venting out some of the stresses I've got going on. I know it's been a tough year for all of us here, and so these sorts of posts are becoming quite common, so I figured this would help me in a way. I will be talking about some really tough topics that have to do with terminal illness and the loss of a friend, so bear with me if you'd like to stick around to hear me out. I've been struggling a lot this last year ever since I got the news that my dad was going through kidney failure, and he had only 3 months to a year to live. I got the news last October. The stress has been eating at me, and I'm worried my dad doesn't have a lot of time left. He's been staying pretty strong thus far, but I have this sinking feeling of dread that this could by my last birthday with him. On top of that, I get the news last week that one of my former classmates that I knew since I was 4 passed away. We were a small class, graduated with 18 of them. I'm worried about the rest of my class and how they're dealing with it. Yeah...so LOTS of stuff to think about on my birthday. I gotta say for all the this sad stuff going on in my life, my birthdays going pretty well so far. My family is happy that I'm home and able to spend time with them, so I'm soaking up this precious time I have left. I just want to say thank you for any and all who have took time out of their day to read my little rant. I know white a few of you out there probably have no idea who I am as I tent to lurk most of the time. This is not something I normally do, but I just needed to let it out. I do hope this doesn't cause any of my friends who might be reading this to worry too much about me. I've been taking things ay by day and most of my days are relaxed and laid-back. I know being unemployed isn't the best spot to be in, but really, there's no place I'd rather be right now than helping out my dad and mom through this troubling time. This is also a shout-out to any of my friends so that they know what's going on, and if I take a sudden hiatus without any warning then this is why. Thank you to all my friends who've supported me here, I cannot stress how important it is to me to have such a great support group.	Seawolf #42968

Posted 2021-09-03 14:16:37

#516893

Okay first of all I should start by saying this post is my way of venting out some of the stresses I've got going on. I know it's been a tough year for all of us here, and so these sorts of posts are becoming quite common, so I figured this would help me in a way. I will be talking about some really tough topics that have to do with terminal illness and the loss of a friend, so bear with me if you'd like to stick around to hear me out.

I've been struggling a lot this last year ever since I got the news that my dad was going through kidney failure, and he had only 3 months to a year to live. I got the news last October. The stress has been eating at me, and I'm worried my dad doesn't have a lot of time left. He's been staying pretty strong thus far, but I have this sinking feeling of dread that this could by my last birthday with him.

On top of that, I get the news last week that one of my former classmates that I knew since I was 4 passed away. We were a small class, graduated with 18 of them. I'm worried about the rest of my class and how they're dealing with it.

Yeah...so LOTS of stuff to think about on my birthday. I gotta say for all the this sad stuff going on in my life, my birthdays going pretty well so far. My family is happy that I'm home and able to spend time with them, so I'm soaking up this precious time I have left.

I just want to say thank you for any and all who have took time out of their day to read my little rant. I know white a few of you out there probably have no idea who I am as I tent to lurk most of the time. This is not something I normally do, but I just needed to let it out. I do hope this doesn't cause any of my friends who might be reading this to worry too much about me. I've been taking things ay by day and most of my days are relaxed and laid-back. I know being unemployed isn't the best spot to be in, but really, there's no place I'd rather be right now than helping out my dad and mom through this troubling time. This is also a shout-out to any of my friends so that they know what's going on, and if I take a sudden hiatus without any warning then this is why. Thank you to all my friends who've supported me here, I cannot stress how important it is to me to have such a great support group.

Seawolf
#42968

Need some support please

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